i walked away but that doesn’t mean every step i took was easy. i broke it like i always do, yet i sit here staining pages with tears. i needed to, but i never wanted to. i will always wonder what we were, what we could’ve been. two months with you stirred more in me than it did in two years. i miss you even though i shouldn’t, despite everything. maybe i fell a little bit in love, who knows? all i know is that i felt. now you’re gone and all i feel is grief. i mourn for the memories we were yet to make. we were everything and then we were nothing, and i have nobody to blame but myself.
– this is only day two